Rain on my parade 2006-11-03 1:50 p.m. My job is done.

I'd love to say I'm so overjoyed about my new job on Monday but if I did I'd be lying.

Every ounce of excitement that I had for this job was shit upon last night like you would never believe. What has happened is so far unfathomable you wouldn't believe it if I told ya.

I am completely emotionally drained and exhausted. I even left early today.

Maybe I'll talk about it sometime. But right now it's so fresh and I have to focus my energy on trying to un-traumatize my child and assure her that all will be okay.

Let me just reiterate that "doing the right thing" will help you in the end. You may have to walk away when you wanna run and kick some ass, but in the end, YOU look better when you do the right thing.

Thank God for Jax, she's helping me through this time.

And when Monday comes, I will walk in that hospital with my head held high. I will smile and greet my new co-workers and know that I'm doing the right thing here.

And to those who disagree, may you go to hell and have an eternity of sitting on hot coals naked with a fireplace poker permanently up your ass.

Thank you.

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The smell of spring - 2007-04-26
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I am a 34-year-old college student, mom, friend and all around sarcastic and fun loving person. I'm going to school to be a nurse. I recently quit a high paying job from home to get back into the hospital setting and to get my feet wet in nursing. I work on the Maternal Child Unit which includes the birthing center, perinatal care and Pediatrics. I LOVE IT! These last few years have been all about changes in my life. Although they have required great sacrifice, I know it will be worth it when I'm through. I have a great life and great family and friends and occasionally bitch about my white trash neighbors. Mostly here you will find rants and raves about various people, places, and circumstances. ENJOY!


Loves: Nursing, chocolate, my daughter, family and friends, diet coke, Grey's Anatomy (DUH!), being out of my front patio in the summertime with my neighbors, babies, US Weekly magazine, reality TV, being smart and being a mother.
Hates: Chemistry, online cyberstalkers who have no life but to be online 24/7 causing drama, my white trash neighbors, pepporoni pizza, mice, bugs, when it's too hot outside and I get sweaty, seafood, backstabbing people, liars, crooks, and when people play the "victim" and whine 24/7.

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